Why am I thinking about you...

Tell me one thing. Why am I thinking about you? Seriously, out of all the things I could be thinking about right now YOU are the one that is contstantly there with me wherever I go? It's like my mind defaults to you every single time. I want to stop it. I really do. But.. don't really know how. How to get you off my mind. But secretly I want you there! Oh yes I want you there. I'm thinking about you idiot. Get over it.

I'm thinking about you like...winter thinks about snowin, rappers think about flowin and wind thinks about blowin. Dangerously. Like off the road and into a tree. Like, hey I want to kill you cause you're making my mind go crazy dangerously. 

I'm thinking about you like robbers thing about robbing and sobbers think about.. sobbing. Cause what else to sobbers think about? Sob, sob, sob. Ing. Over and over again till my eyes sting. 

I'm thinkin about you like the damned think about heaven and the righteous think about, heaven and the helpless think about, oh I don't know.. heaven. 

Damn it i'm still thinking about you!! Like love thinks about hate and hate thinks about, hate. Like gamblers think about chips and Joey Chestnut thinks about clearing his plate.

I'm thinkin about you like i've never thought about anyone before. Like preachers think about salvation and teachers think about education... and stuff. Like food thinks about me and I think about food. Only when i'm not thinking about you of course.

Lastly, i'm thinking about you like time thinks about going faster and how I think about the next chapter. Of my life. Are you in it? I sure hope so cause i can't get you out of my mind. Do me a favor.

Either get out, or make each of my exploding brain cells worth it. 

Thank you.